| joshua james!!! <3 |
[20 Apr 2006|03:07pm] |
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i havn't been on dis shit in a minute!!! but i guess i can summerize wats most important to me!!! n thats my babi joshua! we were together about 3 years ago. we met thro my friend katie n i was so excited when he came up to da front steps where i was smokin a butt casue i didn't kno his name but it was da kid i had a crush on!!! :) i always saw him around school n wanted to get to kno him...i always thought he was so sexy!!! so we chilled flirted a lil n then he left n i went to bed. da next day i talked to my friend n she told me that he wanted me to call him n gaave me his numba!!! i was so pumped but at da same time i was mad nervous so i waited on callin but then i finaly did n we talked for about 4 hours non stop. we clicked fo sure. so we were together. but my mom bein the way she is had doubts about him like ashe does about everythin. n i was on probation n she talked to my probation officer about it n she knew who he was. well she thought she did...but she didn't kno nethin about him except lies from a physco named courtney libby...she's crazy!!! n she looks like a horse...but i'm not even gonna get started on dat nasty hoe...so back to my story, my probation officer told those lies to my rents, n put him (only him) on my list of ppl i can't see or talk to. n i still wore his neckles he gave me, slept wit his teddy bear he gave me, n kept da cards he gave me...for 3 YEARS!!! then one day sumone sent me a thing on myspace sayin hey it's josh yo favorite boi. n i thought it was dis kid JJ dat i hate but his name is josh too n i thought he was bein sarcastic...so i said who's dis? n he's like josh mayhew ya crack head hahahaha...n i was SOOOOOOOO pumped i was jumpin up n down everywhere so happy!!! n it was weird cause at ties i wished he would find me on myspace...n he did!!! i was down da street at my friend steph holberts house so he was supposed to cum ova but i left sumthin out in da directions so he couldn't find da house n went home. then stephs mom got up n was mad at sumthin...but that wasn't my concern i was waitin fo my babi...so we left at 1 or 2 am n went to his house n it turns out he thought that i was jus doin that on purpose not to see him...but i was like FUCK THAT i def wanted to see you...so we chilled til about 7 am. then we went home...da next night it was jus him n me n we chilled n i slept ova!!! eeeeeeeeee!!! we cuddle a alot n talked it was cute... n we startd goi nout. eva since we've been so happy n we luv eachotha!!!! he's my babi n he's da luv of my life!!!
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| i hate this |
[09 Aug 2005|12:33am] |
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don't you hate when the guy you like doesn't like you and uses you...thats cool huh
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| holy shit |
[06 Aug 2005|05:30pm] |
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ok ok ok a lil while ago this kid called me and called me a dirty nigger about ten times...and i was mad pissed i was shaken so bad cause noone ever ever ever disrespects me like that!!! it was so stupid. then the next day my best gurl got takin away to the hospital for a really sad reason!!! so i was ballin my eyes out. it was so sad!!but it's over now...not i need to call this boi but i'm kinda scared i guess...yea its stupid but i'm scared!!! so i ned to go to my other friends house so i can do it!!!
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| worst week of my life |
[31 Jul 2005|09:34pm] |
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this is the worst week of my life....i went to vaka in maine...and all we did is eat and drivearound lookin for stuff and we found nuttin...and i got in mad fights w/ my mom the WHOLE time...everyday...then the worst part is ty called and told me he was comein to see me so i set my plans back so i could see him...then 15 min later when he was supposed to be there called me and told me he didn't wanna walk that far...so then someone made a prank call to care sayin that they fuckin hate her and hung up...so we kno it's glenn...but he blammed it on chad...so i called chad n asked...he seemed fine w/ it...but 10 min lata he called back and FLIPPED OUT on me. cause thats y i called him and i didn't talk to him. but yesterday i called him and he didn't wanna talk to me so it was stupid...then i called back 30 min lata and he was like "wat do you want" i was like chad y are you sooo mad at me and he hung up...i'm so upset right now...i can't even handle it. it's ridic. o yea and we got pulled over comein to cares....gay. o well hopefuly tomorrow will be better...xOxO 1
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[28 Jul 2005|05:05am] |
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last night a bunch of ppl were drunk includein my friend i'll call her cassie...so cassie was mad drunk and this kid glenn was tryin to take advantage of her sooo bad...and the week b4 he took advamtage of my other friend...and like a year ago i guess...he took complete advantage of another friend and did the thangs w/ her. it was sooo dumb. so he's a ass and is talkin tons of shit about my friend that happened the other week and mad her ball her eyes out and cut...and i took care of my baby and i luv her w/ all my heart. and i hope she relizes that!!! so basicaly glenn likes tryin to spit game on drunk gurls. and he's a ass to alot of them after...i guess you can say that he gets wat he wants then he's done w/ the gurl. it's so gay!!!
but on a happier note...i like a new boi...and we cuddled all night tonight!!! he's cute!!! and he has a cute body too!!! well i'm off to vaka tomorrow to gay ass maine >:O it's stupid. but it should be fun cause my gurl naomi is cummin!!! but i'm out cause it's 5:10 in the mornin and everyones sleepin but me...
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| care's |
[25 Jul 2005|03:40pm] |
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at naomi's while she gets her hair braided...i wish i had money so i could get mine braided!!! i'm goin to get picked up to go to care's for a bit...i luv her!!! she's my gurl...i need her right now
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| nigger |
[24 Jul 2005|02:16pm] |
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last night i def got soooo pissed a rummer went around that i did the thangs w/ dis kid but i didn't...and i hate when that shit happens. then i got in the never endin convo on the fuckin word nigger...i fuckin hate livin in a white town. it's so annoyin when that subject comes up. they think it's ok for the to say niggAAAAAA but it's not...they ain't black....then they ALWAYS say well you say it....yea have you noticed i'm fuckin black?!?!?!?! it pisses me off soooo bad. watever i'm over it now. but i hate that convo. and it comes up almost every day. so neways...i didn't want a boi dis summa. but now i do... but he said he wantted to hook up...then he said he didn't and thats gay...watever i ain't gonna force him...watever the fuck he wants to do...then i he got pissed at me for nooooooooo reason...cause his phone died when he was talkin to me...and then he text me and told me and i sais watever...but not in a bad way...but you kno how when you read it it seems bad...so he' like "it died wat the fuck are you talkin about...don't get mad at me....matevs i'm over that too...but in the long run i was a fuckin pissed of gurl last night
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| !!!!! |
[22 Jul 2005|09:47pm] |
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i was chillin w/ ty last night...and i found out he likes me too!!! and we went swimmin and stuff!!! and i'm over cares right now chillin w/ her john jen and hillary!!! i luv them!!! not to much has happened... but i'm soooooo happy right now...but i'm out xOXO 1
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[20 Jul 2005|12:41am] |
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i like sumone!!! he's so cute!!!
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| cc |
[17 Jul 2005|10:12pm] |
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i'm at cc's house...i luv her sooo much!!! she's mad cute...and tonight we're gon make sweet luv!!! haha
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| crazy night |
[16 Jul 2005|03:26am] |
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wats good...the otha night was sooo funi!!! everyone was MAD crazy. it was awesome. i had so much fun. you gurls and bois kno who i'm talkin about. hannah strippin down...amy bein slower then usual...ryan sliddin up and down the stairs...anna saayin goodnight to us ten times...carolyn and camren. haha. glen walkin around for no reason...haha CRAZY!!! and i met a boi today!! HOTTIE!! haha
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[14 Jul 2005|09:26pm] |
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i need a cuddle buddy or summmmmthin!!!! :(
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| didn't go to da beach |
[13 Jul 2005|01:29pm] |
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i dodn't end up goin to da beach...or seein my baby sassy!!! :( but i went to the skate park and i have a crush now!!!!! thank god!!! i hate wakin up an not likein or havin a crush on noone. it makes life borein. o well... goin to the skate park again and swimmin. waitin for my ride...xOxO 1...
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| beach!!! |
[12 Jul 2005|03:51pm] |
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three nights ago i went to bed at 6*30 in the mornin...then i woke up at 9*30 that mornin...then i went to the beach as you kno. that night (two nights ago) i didn't go to bed. i stayed up w/ hannah all night. then at 8*00 in the mornin we went to hampton...then at 1*00 we went to salsbery(sp?) now today i'm goin back the the beach i think w/ cailiegh and i dunno who else. to see kim!!! again!!!well i'm out i gotta get ready after i get cailiegh's call haha. xOxO peace
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| beach |
[10 Jul 2005|07:14pm] |
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i went to the beach today w/ da fam and brit. their were some FINE black bois haha. they were fine as hell!!! but neways. my lil sis luved the beach. it was sooo cute. she luved bein in da water. i thought she'd be mad scared. it was weird. but i'm at care's house again. i luv her. ~i'm mad tired~ aight...i'm out 1.
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| philly!!! |
[10 Jul 2005|01:05am] |
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i'm mad excited!! philly w/ naomi is on the 24th!!! but it sucks cause bow wow's preformin there 2 days b4 i go... :( it's sad!!! but it'll be mad fun!!!
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